Hey everyone.

I know I haven't gotten much out lately but it's coming, keep your pants on.

Has anyone here has heard the song "Invincible" by Crossfade?

"I memorized all the words for you, but if you only knew
how much that's just not like me.
I wait up late every night, just to hear your voice
but you don't know that's nothing like me."

yeahh, no.

for me lately it's

"I'm learning to play piano and tumbling for you, but if you only knew
how much that's just not like me.
I wait up late every night, just waiting for you to get on facebook
but you don't know that's nothing like me."

Yeahh. I'm a bit occupied right now... >.>
As in he's all I can fucking think about.
Seriously, you're my hero if you can find something that doesn't remind me of him. You say "Cell Phone" I think "I wish ____ had a cell phone"
you say "beach" I think "Wow, I wonder if I'll ever get to walk down a beach with _____" You sayy "doorway" I think "I miss the look on his face that he had when he was standing in the doorway to his room listening to me sing "Almost Lover" while petting his dog"

That song makes me cry. I don't want that to happen to me and him but the way things are going he very well might just forget about me...
I don't want to be in love with him...

I really don't.

I just can't help it..

Yeahh I suck at life todayy ;
I'm so overtired from the last four days at Rock Fest (Which by the way were afuckingmazazingg!) that I can barely move and my voice is super nasaly cause I have a cold, but I managed to make it on Deviantart Anyway to submit my new piece of my BFF Jaz's band down in Las Vegas!
I'm so appy :3
AND I LOVE CASSANDRA BECKWORTH!!!!!
She gamme commentss :3

IT'S STORMING OUTSIDEEE!!
YAYYZ ^-^


Well, nao that I'm going to have a lot more days when I can sit around and do nothing, I REALLY AM GOING TO TRY AND GET MORE SHYTT OUTT!! kayy?
yayy <-- I like dat wurd ^-^

Ah well. I barely am on Deviantart anymore. I'm going to be a lot more active for the next few months. As soon as I get my scanner anywhere near the laptop, there will be PLENTY more drawings.
I can't wait.

Peace, love, and Blood Stained Kisses ^^,
Jennah

It was pretty alright with Collin. Nothing I'd call REAL love. It was puppy love. That's basically what it was with our dear Matthew as well. Danielle was my first love. They say you never truly get over your first love and that's pretty damn true. I hide it most of the time though.
But Kyle...
I loved him more than I ever thought it was possible to love. And now that I'm thinking about love again, even though it felt like the most wonderful thing in the world, I don't ever want to have it again. Because it hurts. It hurts, like death would be a relief, when you had it taken away like THAT. It felt and still feels like I can't go on... And I really do love Zakk, god knows I do... I'm scared to love him like I loved KK though... I can't bare going through that again...

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1. I am obsessed with Bill Kaulitz of Tokio Hotel. I know he looks like a girl, but w.e. lol, And he's so cyoot even though I can never understand a word he's saying! D

2. I illegally download EVERYTHING if I can help it. I know, I'm horrible.

3. i can't stand most prep clothes. Especially ones that have the store's name on it. It just bugs the shit out of me... >.>

4. I constantly am changing things that I want. I'll say that when I get enough money I'll get more points on my Xbox live, then a couple days later, I'll be saying a new workout program, a kitty hat, a costume, angel wings, etc. It sorta sucks lolz

5. I believe that the Jonas Brothers are the antichrist.

6. I am a tag-hanging-out-of-your-shirt-ophobic. I'll go up to someone in the middle of the mall of America and tuck their tags back into their shirts... they are things of EVIL

7. I collect Stephen King. I see something, a movie, a book, a screenplay, a ANYTHING that has to do with Stephen King (and I have enough money) I'll buy it. I won't even reguard anything that I wanted to buy before that lolz.

8. I was obsessed with the Winx Club when I was a little girl, and I'm still seriously am a fan of FloraxHelia. Seriously.. I draw them in my sleep. o.o


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